Excellent video. It was like listening to the narcissist's resume. The sick part of their evil souls is that they enjoy doing what they do and wish they could earn more rewards for them. Their bonus' come from depleting their target's whole self by crushing them into fragments of their true self. They fight with vengeance if you attempt to put your pieces back together because you would then wake up to the narc's demolition of your whole self.
The narcissist hides their resume because no one in their right mind would agree to be involved with such diabolical behavior. Narcs have impulse behaviors that are controlled by evil thoughts. When you have evil thoughts the sky is the limit on their abuse tactics.
Normal people who don’t have evil impulse behaviors don’t live only for themselves, they also think and live for others. And to take it a step further into the spiritual world as born again believers we are led by God’s Holy Spirit to do what Jesus would do. Not always the case when we forget who we are and kick against the goads per say.
But inwardly if this happens we feel a grieving that we know our actions fell short, not to condemn ourselves but to bring us back to walking in the Spirit and not after our flesh driven ways. Loving ourselves is a way of protection - love our neighbor as we love ourselves.